the blame game
11:17 a.m. - 04.09.03
I was mistaken in yesterdays entry...
playing tetris with GameBoy wasn't the highlight of my week...
... it was what happened afterwards that was the highlight...
.. or better explained as what almost happened.
Who would have thought a good looking, hard bodied male would have any other intentions aside playing Tetris with the Bean in his dark quiet apartment....
.. who I ask you... who????
... furthermore who would have thought Bean would walk away from the opportunity?
I think Bean walking away from sex with a beautiful man can easily be compared to R. Kelly walking away from a preteen booty beauty pageant...
Willpower is a beautiful thing...
until, of course, youre driving home incredibly horny, hot and bothered... then its just a nuisance...
perhaps that explains poppin a 180 in my car, returning to his apartment and jumping the hell out of every one of his last bones...
every last one...
and if you believe that, you truly believe I'm a bigger slut than I could imagine...
slut? no.... tease... yes.
though I must admit, as hard as it was to walk out of that apartment last night, its merely a reinforcement that a good friendship between a man and a woman is hard to attain - let alone keep.. assuming of course they are both heterosexual...
nothing changes from my end of this friendship... he's always been a charmingly flirtatious beautiful male.. but if i'm put to the test once again anytime soon... i may not be so quick to leave his apartment...
now if we can both keep our mouths shut about the situation, we may just be able to keep the gossip mills from kicking things in gear at work...
... otherwise one can only imagine the reaction of others... in which I'll have no choice but to put the blame where it belongs....
When in doubt.... blame the penis.