i'm too cheap to update
9:18 a.m. - 18.08.03
I have not forsaken thee...
I simply have a new paranoia that anything I do nowadays might deplete my checkings account.
I guess this is what happens when Bean realizes she now has to budget her money. Knowing she only has X amount of dollars to spend per month limits her materialistic ways.
85% of the time my mind is based on finding ways to get more money. Sometimes its a real b*tch as I'm in the zone thinking monetary values when suddenly the urge to use the bathroom hits and for a split second my mind tells me i can't because it costs money:
"NO BEAN! Don't do it! You'll use up all the toilet paper and have to restock which means you'll have to go to the store which means you'll waste gas which means you'll end up spending $15 on gas and toilet paper and Jesus Christ you KNOW we can't afford that!"
...
A bean with no money is like a fish out of water...
.. well, without the dying thing.
So for now i must sit back and await for the Uncousin to pull through with this graphic design gig.
To sit in front of this computer for two hours a day, spew out some graphics, and get paid 1-2 hundred dollars for every pop...
hell yeah i'm ready.
the idea of having this job sits in the back of my mind constantly... awakened only when I see some of the shitty graphics these locals seem to be "pimpin"
All I can truly say is if Bean were driving a brand new Mustang, the last thing she'd do is add a banner to the back window brightly proclaiming "MUSTANG"... because damn it.. if you don't already know its a mustang, then in the eyes of the Road Lords...
you don't deserve to know...
Thus, I've taken it as my personal duty to scope out the competition for graphics in the automotive world...
... a duty that takes sacrifices...
like the sacrifice i made yesterday approaching a group of fine ass latino men sporting an incredibly beautiful camaro carrying an aura of aztec beauty via graphics and what appeared to be their 'racing' club logo.
my mission was to ask where they got their graphics, who designed them, price range, ages, names, telephone numbers and marital status....
.. its a tough job i tell you..
somehow though, I believe I'll manage...