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bean found her some Jesus!
8:30 a.m. - 11.03.05

Petey you doll, you've left me on your list. But I ask myself... is it because you pity me?? and if so, i will still kiss the ground you walk on and continue to love you till the day you once again remove my name from your list leaving me with nothing but a dagger to the heart....

Well folks, the day any or every last one of you would like to chip in and buy my broke ass a computer... well that'll be the day you get more frequent entries....

until then, only when I come to mommas house. Ah, mommas house. how i miss it so.

I wish I could tell you i've undergone phenomenal changes in life since that last update.... but alas, here i am; and there you are. And here we all are... together.

I'd like to tell you about the overly hyper new girl at HellMart, but I fear she is linked to satan and can read any and all of my thoughts so instead I'll tell you about this... "oh so pleasant and not at all overly hyper" girl at work......

... yeah, thats it.

Any girl who will tell you she once was a stripper, show you her C-section scar, ask if you use tampons or pads, and cruises through multiple mood swings every 5 minutes all within their first day of work -- is truly a girl worth mentioning.

... not that theres too much to tell, because as i've stated before..I believe shes linked to Lucifer....

other than still working at HellMart, I do believe I should make one other confession.... perhaps the biggest of all my confessions thus yet....

Over these past few months I've been searching for Jesus; and by Joe.. or Joseph, I've found Him.

"Oh dear Lord Bean... does this mean from here on in you'll be speaking with "thou"s, "thee"s, and "shan't"s?"

why yes... yes I do believe so my children.... I shall speaketh any wayeth I deem necessary....

... and for now, well i deem it necessary to speak any way I darn well please.

Now dont get me wrong, I haven't formally met the Big Guy; (he's a rather busy being you know), and although it may be in the worlds best interest to hear this little Bean preach on, I'm not quite ready for such a leap. I'm currently still finding my way into Gods path without being a stick in the mud or a preachy preach preach preacher person....

... well u know what I mean.

Nothing has drastically changed within me. I still make far too many offensive jokes at the expense of others but the way i figure; as long as it doesnt hurt Jesus's feelings, then I'm all good, no?

.... kidding....

.... sorta.

And that my friends is the update of the month. I really do miss having my own internet connection...... perhaps I should pretend i want more quality time with the parents and come on a semi-regular basis to update.

...... or perhaps i should just move back in and update every friggin day, sometimes two to three times a day.. would that make you happy??? WOULD IT????

... nah, didnt think so..... *le sigh*

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