Jesus happens
1:04 p.m. - 23.08.04
ah diaryland.......... you are truly a jinx in my life.
The minute I tell you of this new love interest in my life it goes astray ...
.... just when you think you've got someone so good and wholesome with you, they realize just how good and wholesome they really are and decide it isn't you they should be with....
.... and this situation is no different... I've never been dumped by anyone with potential ... especially when it involves them wanting to be with someone other than the Bean....
until now that is....
My country boy realizes that he wants to be a better person and in turn needs to be with a better person...
because bean and her foul little mouth and sex before marriage and social drinker that she is, isn't good enough...
so he's leaving me for the man upstairs.... and if i'd like to stay by his side I need to clean up my act...
not because my act is entirely dirty and he by no means has stated anything negative about the way i live my life, but obviously if he feels the need to leave me over this, then theres parts of my life he disagrees with...
... its just not enough to be a good person anymore...
... if I want to be in this relationship I must attain wings and a halo....
which allow me to be the first to state that in my experience, those who claim ownership of wings and a halo, oftentimes seem to be the first to pass judgement when judgement shall not be passed....
Its more than likely a sin to make the following statement, but.....
Oh well, if i'm gonna get dumped it might as well be for God.....
and now I shall ask for His forgiveness for I am truly not right....