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10:12 a.m. - 01.05.04
do you ever go back reading into your earlier entries and wish to hell you could kick your own ass??
not just kick persay, but to beat yourself down relentlessly until your face is a bloody pulp of ooey, gooey, gorey freshness-- pausing only once the blood seeps through your shoe amidst your sock, leaving your pedicure a bloody disaster??
.... yeah i feel like that sometimes too...
... or at least I would if I had a pedicure...
Good times, diaryland.... good times....
I suppose its best that I go back into work monday night as I seem to be all out of ideas on how to spend my time..
This past week I've spent hour after hour wide eyed and confined to my bedroom while everyone else in the house sleeps peacefully....
thus far in the past two days I've managed to begin reading two books (East of Eden, & The DaVinci Code) -- as well as come up with 2 rough sketches for automotive graphics (one for my neon, the other for the BestFriends mustang)....
.... which the BestFriend suddenly no longer wants as shes perfectly content with the graphics presently on her car -- that which depicts a mustang with the snout of an anteater.....
..but hey, to each their own.
I'll just have to sell this design to someone who appreciates fine art.....
oh woe is me.... having to collect money instead of giving the concept away for free...
$$cha-ching$$
i need better hobbies.....